You could say this is a story of hypocrisy, of thinking yes, but doing no. Or maybe it is just meant to be funny. Or maybe, as one of the great functions of literature, it is meant only to express complexity.There was once a little man who lived peacefully in a little house and one day a powerful official came to his door and said, "Will you serve me?" The little man did not say a word but he let the official into his house and for 7 years he fed him and served him. Finally the official grew so fat and indolent that he died. The little man quietly wrapped the official's body in a blanket and threw it out of the house. Then he washed the bedstead, whitewashed the walls, breathed a sigh of relief and answered, "No."
People seem to have a lot of trouble just living with complexity though. It is not a neat little box. It explains how we all tend to twist ourselves into knots to explain our decisions to other people.
When asked about his father's decision to go to East Berlin after the war, rather than the West, Stefan Brecht replied,
Clearly, he was not interested in twisting himself into any knots."Was there any choice? There's never a choice. When people think they have a choice, they're mistaken." You can't just pick one or the other. "That's all metaphysics and I'm talking about experience. If you can't understand what I'm saying there's nothing I can do about it."
We are all constantly asking the Tarot, "Should I do this or that?" There is a great 2 card spread where the first card tells you what will happen if you do and the second what will happen if you don't. And though it may ease our minds some when the cards seem to be agreeing with what we wanted anyway, or giving us a good picture to work with, is the choice really real or are we mistaken?
I don't think Brecht Junior was talking about fate. It was something else that he was unwilling to elucidate for our benefit.
Could it be that mysterious complexity that we are all so reluctant to give it's due?
He mentions metaphysics but it sounds more to me like physics, newtonian to be specific, about the laws of motion and inertia.
And according to those laws, things were set in motion a long time ago.
And we are constantly acted upon by circumstance that is completely out of our control. We know those things limit our choices, but are they in fact creating a path that combined with our basic character and immediate needs give us the illusion of choice but not an actual one?
So I asked the cards, Is choice an illusion?
Card 1 tells us what happens if the answer is yes, and card 2 if the answer is no.
Card 1: If choice is an Illusion then we are guided by The Ferryman (six of swords). This card would say that we are guided (if we just realised it) from choppy to calmer waters. The Ferryman provides us with the gifts and skills we need for the journey. There is clearly a risk here.
card 2: If choice is not an illusion, if it is real, then we are in thrall of The Sharpshooter (eight of scepters). We scope out the landscape, put our eye on something and take careful aim. But, clearly we could be wrong. There is risk.
Card one is passive and card two is active. Yet, both require the sense of a choice being made. Is the choice to "go with the flow" what feels right, or to (fool yourself into?) thinking that you have some control.
Would you end up doing the same thing either way?
I forget how this game works. Am I supposed to make a final determination here or just wait for your comments?
I'll go out on a limb here and say, choice is an illusion because we always follow our hearts in the end and our hearts are gigantic complex places that even we often don't understand at all and could never explain if we were asked to.
Life is a jest, and all things show it.
I thought so once, and now I know it.
from the gravestone of John Gay, 1685-1732
author of The Beggars Opera
(the inspiration for Brecht's Dreigroschenoper, a.k.a. The Threepenny Opera)