Here is Sunday in Asia countries. I am using Golden Tarot of KLIMT. I rarely use this deck for daily reading. Just feel like 2019 I will be using it more to enhance my reading.
Sunday, 20.1.
ruled by the Sun - Inspiration and Goals
The Wheel
We have to be more adaptable and accommodate for daily changes, just like a wheel that will not stop from spinning. A woman touching the wheel and lean against it comfortably. She is ready for any changes, to move on the path to persue her goals. Keep moving is the key, accommodative for changes is the way of reaching our goals. Keep it up !
Monday, 21.1.
ruled by the Moon - Dreams and Fears
I am using The Dion Fortune tarot deck for today. It's my first tarot deck back in 2013. I almost stop using it for 5 years. Time to revisit it, to back to those feeling that I was still very green as a reader.
Dreams - 9 of cups
Dreams become more material related nowadays, we think that happiness is form up by majoriry material/external stuff. We enjoy seeing people admire us, the sophisticated attire we wear, lifestyle that we enjoy etc. But did we ask ourselves to eliminate all the materials, back to simple and basic life, happiness is a pure feelings in us, how our heart feel content. Dreams is just like facing our inner self, our pure spirit, and to find a good balance in life. Not too incline towards material till we neglected our own pure happiness.
Fears - ace of pentacles
Fears are majority pile up from the insecurity of losing posessions of material, social, fame etc. We often look at it as a hard earn status, we pursue it aggressively in our daily life. While we become more famous, higher status, rich etc. Apart of being highly confident, at the same time, our fear also pile up on par as our confident level. To face our fears, just as simple as always remind ourselves to keep life simple and basic, when you have lesser possesions or nothing much to lose, therefore you will have lesser fear. Fears like a darkness in our lives. We must keep a positive, kind, simple and pure inner self, to always remind us, life is a journey, we start as zero, same goes to the moment we leave also will back to zero. Be simple, be fearless
Tuesday, 22.1.
ruled by Mars - Conflicts and Challenges
I am back to office today, am drawing 2 cards from Golden Botticelli Tarot deck. One of my favourite deck.
Conflicts - Temperance
My last working day towards my current job is 31 Jan 2019. My owners were intend to relocate me to HQ another states to work, but without raising my salary & allowance, therefore I decline the offer as it is not going to contribute to my saving. I am also a person do not prefer to leave home. Therefore with the short notice they gave me, I had no choice but to look for job soonest possible. Luckily I found it with better salary, designation, and prospect. I am officially onboard on 11 Feb 2019 to my new job. My current owners were panic as everything seems like going against their will, a friend of theirs unable to take up my task and turn them down in a very short notice. We are stuck here, with my last day is approaching near, but there is no handover, as there is no staff here apart of myself. From 2016 till now, we do get along peacefully in work. Recently while I turndown the relocaton offer, everything seems like stuck everywhere, we do not have the same directions in terms of management, business, as well as services support that render to our tenants. I am lucky that anyhow, I need to move on with my new job. For the time being till my last day, I foresee it will be more conflicts going to surface, but it's alright, I will just need to be patience, to pull through till my last day. To deal with conflict only a main key - PATIENCE. Adapt to the the tension communication, be moderate as I am an outgoing person. I had done my part my task at my best since 2016 till now.
Challenges - 9 of swords
My owners send me a handful of candidates to interview back to back, in order to hire the suitable candidate to take over my task as soon as possible. Unfortunately due to the terms & condition that enter into the negotiation, the candidate commented that my owners are not being ethics in the offer, she decline the offer this morning, which i can totally understand how she felt. The plan to get a replacement soonest possible had lead to a failure. I foresee this challenges of fail to get a replacement til my last day is going to happen, and I will have to be able to let go my responsible. I can no longer hang on with the fickle minded situation anymore. Anyhow when the time comes, I just need to surrender all my office belongings, pull my legs out from the office and MOVE ON. I am sincerely praying and hoping my balance of the working days with current owners will be passing in peaceful manner. I cant afford to keep pity them anymore for no staffing.
Wednesday, 23.1.
ruled by Mercury - Interactions and Change
Interactions - 9 of pentacles
As predicted, my owners had given me tasks to settle and to get a candidate to replace soonest possible. But they never realise regardless going through headhunters, or jobstreet online etc, we will have to pay some fee, and they refuse to pay. At the same time, they request me to draft a letter to tenants to notify of the changes of business operating manner, but while I request a contact person to put into the letter as a contact point for tenants incase any issues. They reluctant to give as it's a trouble if everyone look for them. There are many of task that I need to handover, but they fail to see there are works need to be done and follow through. Now there are incomplete tasks pile up. Well, I think I will just stick to my principle, not to worry too much, as a business owner when you do not have candidate at the moment, you are suppose to take over all my task, that's business.
Change - king of cups
Either I change my ways of thinking, be it more intellectual. Thinking of the ways to settle current issues, or looking for help or advise from a wiser person to overcome this situation. Lastly is to inform tenants informally, guide them how to deal with the office daily operations when there is no staffing, if they would like to move out from the premises and looking for better services outside, by all means. As long to maintain the harmony working relationship with the tenants and myself as least this is the best that I can do. I can't control how my owners think and do, will just do at my best, the rest let the nature takes it course, let the fate shows them the ways.
Thursday, 24.1.
ruled by Jupiter - Power and Influences
Power - 10 of pentacles
I used to think power & authority is everything. At age goes by, more experiences that we had gone through in life, good or bad, happy or sorrow, success or failure etc are way more meaningful than power. We have the power to build a nice house, a huge beautiful garden, but it will be meaningless if without the existance of our family/love ones. A strong house foundation is not purely material, but is the bonding of a family. I used to think the power is status & authority. But now, i think the most powerful thing in the world is love, regardless it's family love, couple love, friendship love, teammate love, religion love, pets love etc.. therefore we should be proud that all of us are powerful, caused we have the ability or power to love and to be love.
Influences - 7 of pentacles
I always perceive this card as a philosophy of hardworking and you will have fruitful gain in return. Our upbringing, or principle is very important. It influence our believes and behaviours in future. Whenever we need to be competent, we will have to put in effort to earn living and survive. We cant live alone in the world, we need people to help each other, to influence each other to live in the society that is peace and safe. Also we need to pass on our good principle to the next generation.
Friday, 25.1.
ruled by Venus - Love and Attraction
Love - 5 of swords
From the card we can see a girl holding machete on her hands with blood stain, while the girl following behind her holding a man's head on top of her head. The girl with machete looks sad. I did feel guilty in the past relationship that i insist of the broke up sternly, without considering the other party's thiking or feelings. It was a very hurtful period, there are times that i miss the person mush even thinking of reunite, but anyhow due to the sorrow had been occured along the relationship, makes me even how much i wish or think about it, i never ever make the move to contact. As i believe it's enough for both party. It's defeating/devastating... at times goes by, we both move on with our life individually.
Attraction - 7 of pentacles.
Sometimes attractions are not meant for relationship only, it also applies in friendship, teammate etc. If we drive the attractions correctly it will benefit for both parties. We learn from each other, enjoy the companionship, most of the time, it can be fruitful to us. When it maintain more in benefiting partnership/friendship/teammate, i believes we will be able to achieve more in a big picture. Therefore be positive, be charming, you will shine when you are being confident self !