JM's Scary Deck: Thoth of course!
Posted: 26 Oct 2020, 08:31
I wasn't sure which deck to choose for this week and then I did my daily draw with Crowley's Thoth and am convinced this is the deck for a scary week ahead. The 3 positions are:
Spirit of the Day
Priority of the Day
What to be mindful of
I was convinced because I asked a very specific question today in relation to my plan to take my laptop in to have the hard drive replaced today.
And here is what I drew:
!!!!!
I read a lot with Thoth and every once in a while it just tries to be funny. But like in an evil way. Very dark humour. Which is my favourite kind to be honest.
And look at this, the Charioteer holding a giant disk. On the way to the Apple store I guess?
Then the 7 of Disks, Failure. So literally DISK FAILURE (my hard drive is failing according to a diagnostic test I had last week and also the way it's acting) but this is just a little bit too ON THE FREAKING NOSE!!!
But, the last card, Happiness! So it all works out? ???
I know this is a very superficial (and optimistic) reading but every once in a while that's exactly how the Thoth speaks to me, just in my face, plain as day, almost telling me not to read more into it than it is trying desperately to show me as plainly and clearly as possible. Like even an idiot could interpret this message. Like it's laughing at me, darkly.
Well. I'm going to head in soon to the Appple store. And when I get the computer back, I will come home and restore the data I have on my backup disk.
I have never done any of this before.
But these cards tell me it's gonna work out.
I am terrified.
Spirit of the Day
Priority of the Day
What to be mindful of
I was convinced because I asked a very specific question today in relation to my plan to take my laptop in to have the hard drive replaced today.
And here is what I drew:
!!!!!
I read a lot with Thoth and every once in a while it just tries to be funny. But like in an evil way. Very dark humour. Which is my favourite kind to be honest.
And look at this, the Charioteer holding a giant disk. On the way to the Apple store I guess?
Then the 7 of Disks, Failure. So literally DISK FAILURE (my hard drive is failing according to a diagnostic test I had last week and also the way it's acting) but this is just a little bit too ON THE FREAKING NOSE!!!
But, the last card, Happiness! So it all works out? ???
I know this is a very superficial (and optimistic) reading but every once in a while that's exactly how the Thoth speaks to me, just in my face, plain as day, almost telling me not to read more into it than it is trying desperately to show me as plainly and clearly as possible. Like even an idiot could interpret this message. Like it's laughing at me, darkly.
Well. I'm going to head in soon to the Appple store. And when I get the computer back, I will come home and restore the data I have on my backup disk.
I have never done any of this before.
But these cards tell me it's gonna work out.
I am terrified.