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My Planetary Week # 30: December 8 - 14

Posted: 08 Dec 2018, 06:52
by Nemia
This is an invitation to work with one card deck for one week in a group reading.

You can pick any deck: tarot, Lenormand, Kipper, oracle or playing cards. From this deck, you'll draw one card per day - i.e., seven Daily Cards from your Deck of the Week that allow you to get to know the deck better, to hone your reading skills and get new insights about your life.

In a Planetary Week reading, we don't only draw a card per day but also give it a topic. We focus on motifs, topics, patterns in our lives, inspired by the planetary ruler of every weekday (for background information, look here).

On Saturdays, ruled by Saturn: Obstacles and Blockades,
on Sundays, ruled by the Sun: Inspiration and Goals,
on Mondays, ruled by the Moon: Dreams and Fears,
on Tuesdays, ruled by Mars: Conflicts and Challenges,
on Wednesdays, ruled by Mercury: Interactions and Change,
on Thursdays, ruled by Jupiter: Power and Influences, and
on Fridays, ruled by Venus: Love and Attraction.


The focus words I chose for each planet/day are not binding. Please don't limit yourself to the two short words if you feel other aspects of the planet are relevant to your reading.



There are different ways to perform a Planetary Week reading.

Traditional: draw a card per day and use the prism of the planetary influence to connect the card to your day and life.

Selective: select a card that suits the topic of each weekday and use it as affirmation and empowerment to improve your life.

Day-by-day: draw or pick your daily card one by one through the week.

Summarily: draw or pick all cards together before the week starts and treat them as a complete reading.


:!: And what about those who just want to have a Deck of the Week, Card of the Day reading? They can just jump in and leave the planetary lore away.


Share pictures if you can or want to.

No matter how we do it - by reminding ourselves of the planetary regents and their influence, we re-connect to the sevenfold cycle of time that our ancestors established, with their eyes to the sky.



Participants:
Chiscotheque - Golden Age of Hollywood Tarot
Joan Marie - Spolia Tarot
CharlotteK - Tarot Pierre Madenié 1709
Nemia - John Bauer Tarot

Re: My Planetary Week # 30: December 8 - 14

Posted: 08 Dec 2018, 11:59
by Joan Marie
I'm staying with the Spolia Tarot this week because it is the only deck that I am really feeling right now. And I still have so much of it to see.
I think I will do the same as last week and draw a Zodiac card with the regular draw.


  • Saturdays, ruled by Saturn: Obstacles and Blockades

Scorpio & Seven of Coins
Scorpio & Seven of Coins


The first thing that popped in my head: A harvest of magical secrets.
I can get behind that.

The obstacle is patience to overcome a desire for knowing or for results.

I feel like I've been getting some form of this message a lot lately. It's a way of thinking that is counterintuitive to modern life which says to be pushing all the time and seizing and squeezing every opportunity.

Something is being revealed to me, slowly, bit by bit. The more I can let go and let it happen, the more will be revealed.

  • Sundays, ruled by the Sun: Inspiration and Goals


Libra & Page of Swords
Libra & Page of Swords

Funny how these two cards go together, at least visually. Libra is all about balance (or imbalance) and this Page of Swords has a mirror image background (almost).
Also from the colors and the lightness.
Pages remind us we are sometimes not quite as up to the task as we hope or think we are, but we still try. I've already today experienced a sort of "grooming catastrophe" that reminds me very clearly I need to know my limits and work within them. (I got a little brave with a hairstyling technique and quite nearly lost a large chunk of hair.)

I am attending a big social event today and my goal is to be charming and not make a fool myself with my bad german and my penchant for dancing after some drinks. God help me if I sing.

I think I need to wear these two cards around my neck so I don't forget.

  • Mondays, ruled by the Moon: Dreams and Fears


Taurus & Ace of Coins
Taurus & Ace of Coins

This reading feels like it isn't for me. I just got off a long skype with two people I love dearly. One is moving away to start a new life thousands of miles away and today is the long planned for day of departure. These two have loved and supported each other through everything and now for the first time since they met almost 20 years ago, they are going to be apart, on opposite ends of the American continent.. They have each told me separately they are worried about the other one. And neither is sure how they are going to live without the other.

They are both trying to be strong and positive and philosophical about it but that didn't stop the tears from welling up and rolling down the cheeks off and on through the call.

I'm pretty sure they will both be okay but today is a very hard day. This Ace of Coins says so much to me. About starting a new chapter in life, planting new seeds. And the Lovely image on the Taurus card shows me the emotion of this day. The lonely cow under the watchful star.

To be honest I am very choked up right now by this image. To say I love these two is an understatement. These are two people who are never off my mind and never have been since I've known them. These two cards are very positive, especially together. The feelings are strong and real. This isn't easy. But it's what is happening. And this is how life goes sometimes.


  • Tuesdays, ruled by Mars: Conflicts and Challenges


Taurus & Two of Coins
Taurus & Two of Coins

Taurus again. The beautiful, gentle looking green bull, is trying to tell me something.
The two of coins fits well. I have a lot of different things that need doing with some deadlines attached. In all honesty though, I don't feel stressed either to get the things done nor to do them necessarily as expected. Maybe that's what the taurus is telling me. To find the pleasure in the tasks. I created the whole thing, have generated these tasks myself so it would be foolish to make myself miserable over them even though it is all a bit overwhelming.


  • Wednesdays, ruled by Mercury: Interactions and Change


Pisces & Judgement
Pisces & Judgement

What an interesting image to use for Judgement. A snake shedding it's skin. And on a day with the theme of change.
The skin is an old constricted way of thinking, of living. A limiting force within myself that the Pisces invites me to explore, to acknowledge, and then to shed.


Thursdays, ruled by Jupiter: Power and Influences
Capricorn & King of Coins
Capricorn & King of Coins

I waste entirely too much time. I go down rabbit holes that bring very little in return. I'm easily distracted. These two cards are telling me that I need to make better use of my time. I need to seek out and follow the examples of people who get a lot done, who optimise their time until it becomes a habit. I know people like this. I see people like this. I myself have been like this in certain situations. The problem is not laziness. I am not lazy. It's understanding the value of time and optimising it.



Fridays, ruled by Venus: Love and Attraction

Cancer & Six of Coins
Cancer & Six of Coins


This card, the 6 of Coins makes me think of position, standing. Is one giving assistance or asking for it and where does one stand? The truth is most of us are all over the place. Tops in one way, not so much on another.

The important thing is to be true to myself. Do what I think needs to be done, and do it the best I can. The Cancer card always reminds me of my mom who was a perfect Cancer. Very emotional, and very kind and very empathetic, almost to the point of forgetting herself. But not quite.

It's possible, with some skill, to find a balance of needs and to maintain everyone's dignity.

I drew a lot of Coins this week. Five out of seven days.
As I approach the end of every year thinking about how to improve for the next one, the main thing that comes to mind is about getting more done, wasting less time. Every year. I think these coins are telling me to get this sorted.

I've learned that no amount of day-planners, notebooks or filing systems is the answer. It's me. I have to find my way.

Re: My Planetary Week # 30: December 8 - 14

Posted: 08 Dec 2018, 13:44
by CharlotteK
The random number generator picked the Tarot Pierre Madenié 1709 from my list. So thats what I'm in with this week.

Saturdays, ruled by Saturn: Obstacles and Blockades

Re: My Planetary Week # 30: December 8 - 14

Posted: 08 Dec 2018, 15:10
by chiscotheque
Day 1 - Saturday, ruled by Saturn: Obstacles and Blockades
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Card: The Chariot VII The Studio System
At the foot of what looks to be the opposite of the pearly gates lies a doubled-bodied dog with the head of Shirley Temple. This may be an allusion to Cerberus, guarding his temple, but the image is also directly taken from a Salvador Dali painting called Shirley Temple, The Youngest, Most Sacred Monster of the Cinema in Her Time. Above Miss Temple's head in place of a halo hovers a pale purple bat, recalling Mae West and Dali from The High Priestess card. Dali's involvement in Hollywood was brief - he created the paranoic dream sequence for Hitchcock's Spellbound. These suggestions of image & idol, dream & nightmare, amnesia and identity, immortality & the underworld, a gilded age and a gilded cage, is wrapped up in the paternalistic package of all Hollywood has to offer as a red carpet for the Ego.

To the left and right of the black and white gated staircase stands a woman. Her pose is ambiguous - seductive? panic-stricken? obstructing one's exit? The object behind her is also ambiguous - a door? a tombstone? Two stone tablets, like The Decalogue, proclaiming a New Law? Oddly, like the doubled dog, she is a reflection of herself - or, if she is two people, neither have an identity of their own. Before a large billboard spotlighting the utopic playland of Hollywood sits a fleshy pink love seat, a satirical reference to the Casting Couch. The root of the word chariot cognates with both chair and car; here, the rose-coloured couch could be both a throne and a star vehicle. The framework at the top of this vehicle seems to be a cube made of black bars, as if a cage, a display case for an exhibit at an exotic zoo. The Studio System allowed for creativity and streamlined production, but also imposed strict boundaries on what those productions were, how they were created, and by whom.

With today's allocation of Obstacles and Blockades, I could easily see this card as admonishing the authoritarianism of the Ego. More, it seems to be suggesting rigid formulas for ways of acting may be full of sound and fury but are, ultimately, a self-imposed trap signifying nothing. The couch implies not only that selling one's self short results in a kind of perdition - moral and material - but warns against the dangers of getting too comfortable in the expectation of who at core I am. Self-imposed limitations of character, bolstered by a highly successful and hegemonic system, takes on the mantle of agency and in so doing becomes very profitable, but - as an obstacle to the soul - what shall it profit a man?


Day 2 - Sunday, ruled by the Sun: Inspiration and Goals
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Card: Ace of Spades
Each of the 4 suits in the GAHT represent 2 of the main 8 movie studios during the golden age of Hollywood. The central studio of the Spades suit is Warner Brothers, the most proletariate, the most FDR friendly, and the most anti-Nazi of the studios. The secondary studio represented is Columbia Pictures, a poverty-row company much maligned by the public and the other studios until the films of Frank Capra leant it prestige.

The film symbolizing the Spades suit is The Maltese Falcon, the directorial debut of John Huston from a Dashiell Hammett novel starring Humphrey Bogart as gumshoe Sam Spade. With today's allocation of Goals, the eponymous falcon statuette stands as a red herring - or McGuffin in Hitchcock's parlance - an object lusted after, fought for, "the stuff that dreams are made of", yet worthless in and of itself. Of course, these delusions - as the poet Cavafy said of Ithaka - "gave you the marvelous journey. Without her you wouldn't have set out." While such materialistic objectives have never interested let alone motivated me, the suit of Spades undercurrent of private & eagle-eyed truth has been both a personal inspiration and goal of sorts. Spades is the suit of thought, of discernment, of calling a spade a spade. Its element is air, which is why the Ace here features the fishes of the sky, birds - a personal totem and inspiration of mine.

I just took a small break from writing this and opened a book of interviews with Leonard Cohen -

JW: Is love a delusion?
LC: I see everything as a delusion. Love is the reality. [Laughs]
JW: Dorothy Parker remarked, "Love is like quicksilver in the hand... Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it and it darts away."
LC: Blake said something similar, "He who binds himself to a joy doth the winged thing destroy. He who kisses the joy as it flies lives forever in Eternity's sunrise."

These lines of Blake reflect something of the symbolic meaning birds [and fishes] hold for me... the mercurial aspect of life, grace, and the muse, both ephemeral and everlasting, always revolving and so always evolving.

Day 3 - Monday, ruled by the Moon: Dreams and Fears
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Card: 3 of Batons - My Man Godfrey
My Man Godfrey is about a "forgotten man", fallen on hard times during the Great Depression. He becomes inveigled into a family of rich eccentrics and proves himself, a one-time hobo, to be responsible, industrious, and honorable. Which is more than can be said for the family. The film's director, Gregory La Cava, a drinking buddy of W.C. Fileds' and something of an eccentric himself, insisted William Powell play the part of Godfrey. William Powell, for his part, would only agree to be in the film if his ex-wife, Carol Lombard, was cast as his co-star. Lombard was a natural comedienne, and Godfrey kicked-off a successful run of memorable roles in screwball comedies for the actress until her untimely death at age 33.

The 3 of Batons is a colourful card, suggesting a richness of possibility. Powell's Godfrey is a serious man, direct of purpose. This makes him an obvious foil to Lombard - a relationship rather similar to their characters in real life, where the couple's disparities of temperament didn't compliment so much as clash. Carole Lombard - the future Queen of Hollywood - appears more times than any other actor in The Golden Age of Hollywood Tarot (3 of Batons, the Queen of Cups, The Lovers, Death, and The Moon). Here, the dapper Powell carries Lombard on his back; he also holds 3 batons - the control rods which manipulate a marionette. Lombard's head and body are at an awkward angle, suggesting a kind of ecstasy, or perhaps foreshadowing her splain body in the plane wreck which will take her life.

As for today's allocation of Dreams, the 3 of Batons represents the successful manipulation of a seemingly disenfranchised situation, the compliment of fantastical and common-sense ideas, and conscientious smarts carrying the day. On the Fear side, this card intimates that things in real life are not so pat, that class distinctions do divide society, and that one can all too easily slip into fantasy rather than face the world's realities.

Day 4 - Tuesday, ruled by Mars: Conflicts and Challenges
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Card: 4 of Spades - Lost Horizon
Being tired from a night of revelry before, I went to bed early last night and ended up sleeping for 11 hours. My sleep, however, was restless - I was half awake with dream-tainted images co-mingled with somewhat neurotic thoughts. Much of my agitation centered around thoughts of death and who would get stuck dealing with not so much my belongings when I die but with my paintings, writings, and music. Death has been on my mind for some time now, in part because I'm about to turn 50, but also because a writer friend of mine died in India recently and I was responsible for dealing with his writings and artwork.

The GAHT 4 of Spades card corresponds to the R/W card in which a knight lays recumbent in a church, either in a state of repose or possibly dead. In Lost Horizon, Ronald Coleman plays a writer who - attempting to escape civil war in China by plane - crash lands with a small group in the Himalayas. There they discover Shangri-la, a utopia where no one grows old and everyone lives in peace. Granted, this oriental oasis looks a lot like Palm Springs and its inhabitants spend their time repasting and reading, only to be no more mentally astute than the dim-witted Jane Wyatt, but despite this typically unimaginative American vision runs a curious vein of socialism - one significantly excised in subsequent releases of the film. At the time, Lost Horizon had the biggest budget of any movie and it exceeded that budget by 30 percent. Frank Capra shot a huge amount of film and ended up with a rough-cut running time of 6 hours - the popular director had single-handedly established Columbia Pictures credibility, but with this dream project he seemed to be living in his own fantasy land.

It took years, but Lost Horizon eventually made back its financial losses and has become a classic of the genre. Within the film's narrative, the conflicts of the 1930s are given a reprieve in the idyllic Shangri-la; those unaccustomed to this tranquility, however, bring with them the germs of discontent. Along with "better the devil you know", the question arises: as painful as the challenges of a chaotic world may be, are they not perhaps preferable to a human animal bred on and for conflict than is benign satiation and contented docility? Quietude can seem for some a prison, just as serenity of this sort can seem a version of death. These suggestions are underscored by the word "lastest" on the card and "notable cast" being misread as "not able cast". Colman himself doesn't know whether to go or stay - a conflict facing me: whether or not to turn my back on old ways which are harmful and embrace a benevolent equanimity. The latter option necessitates an acceptance of death, and challenges what it means to be alive.

Day 5 - Wednesday, ruled by Mercury: Interactions and Change
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Card: The Hanged Man XII The Writer
Many famous writers worked for Hollywood - Dorothy Parker, F. Scott Fitzgerald, William Faulkner, John Steinbeck, S.J. Perelman, Raymond Chandler, Aldous Huxley, Nathaniel West - and many other famous writers' works were adapted to film - Hemmingway, Tolstoy, Shakespeare, The Bible - and, of course, many more far less famous writers slogged away inventing plots and dialogue for the film industry. And almost all of them down the line, to a man, was an alcoholic.

Of the major players in a film's production, the Hollywood scriptwriter was the most maligned and poorly treated. This, mixed with a certain intelligence needed for the job, meant they became organized early on into a guild and were seen as a trouble-making threat by the right-wing studio producers. For any writer of integrity, their natural inclination and the objective of the studio moguls was always at odds. During HUAC's red-baiting and Hollywood's blacklisting, a disproportion of those targeted were writers. Here, on the GAHT Hanged Man card, a noose forms a dangling light bulb - screenwriters were the ideas men of film-making; they made up a film's backbone and spine. The reliance on alcohol and nicotine as stimulants was an occupational hazard. Feeling disrespected, over-powered, and underpaid was a reality for the Hollywood writer, which - in an industry overflowing with falseness and ego - undermined their own self-worth.

The implications, then, of today's allocation of Interactions suggests that a relationship has been turned upside down, that powers have gotten top-heavy and lost their true authority, with the result that the strings they pull are tangled and threaten to strangle those involved. This reflects a dynamic I have been struggling with for some time with my father, notably in the last couple of months as we work together on a construction project. A number of times it has occurred to me that the relationship we had when I was a boy - with me as the incompetent and no doubt frustrating helpmate on such construction projects - has totally reversed; sometimes I think the frustration I now feel is my father and fate's revenge. This change is made more complex by the emotional aspect - this isn't a boy learning the ropes, but rather an old man on the ropes, fighting his own loss of agency. This, in turn, puts me in an awkward position - that of keeping my cool on the one hand and staying empathetic, but also being the bearer of a bad news the hearer refuses to hear. However it happens - a careful unraveling or a hatchet to the Gordian Knot - this is a situation which needs righting.


Day 6 - Thursday, ruled by Jupiter: Power and Influences
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Card: 4 of Batons - Ninotchka
The first time I saw Ninotchka, it was 20 years ago in Berlin. I was living in an artists' commune, 40 miles east of the city, and sometimes for a change a friend and I would drive to town for the day, play a game of pool, grab a Turkish shawarma, and catch a film at the Institute for Film in Potsdamerplatz. With very little money, in the depths of winter, living in the former DDR, laughing along with Garbo was a delightful and much-needed reprieve from a somewhat humourless time in my life.

Ernst Lubitsch, a German émigré to America, was one of the first directors recognized by moviegoers. The term which has been ascribed to his films, "the Lubitsch Touch", can be hard to define, in part because that's the essence of the touch - subtlety, ellipsis, innuendo, and a carefully chosen minor detail which alludes to the verboten. In the film, 3 Soviet representatives visit Paris on a diplomatic mission and while there, become beguiled by the luxuries of the City of Lights - a comical echo of my own sojourns to Berlin. In a curious coincidence, one of the diplomats - the delightful Felix Bressart - is the spitting image of my future grand-father-in-law, who after the war was himself stationed in Berlin. Back in Paris: Garbo, the hard-headed Communist ideologue, is sent to fetch the wayward diplomats but falls herself for the paper-thin lothario, Melvyn Douglas. Like many films, the ending is forced and uninteresting, but until then and along the way, it exhibits wit and charm.

Ninotchka and the 4 of Batons represent artistry, elegance, culture, and the finer achievements of civilization. It also suggests the idea of home and, with its immigrant director and all-immigrant cast, the idea of finding one's rightful place in the world. These 2 themes surely reflect today's allocation of Power and Influence. On the darker side, there is indeed a dark side to civilization and the pursuit of material gain which Ninotchka entirely ignores. Laughter, distraction, and personal passions are necessary for a fully experienced life, but they can be undermined and deprived people by the very power structure Ninotchka champions as the one it ridicules. Notably, when everything becomes an escape and surface diversion from the greed and injustice transpiring in places film crews fear to tread.

Day 7 - Friday, ruled by Venus: Love and Attraction
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Card: Knaves of Cups - Laurel and Hardy
I think it's fair to say my love-life can be accurately summarized by Stan Laurel and Oliver Hardy. The slapstick aspect of the duo's relationship is especially apt. Stan's finger stuck in the lightning bolt of RKO's insignia is curiously suggestive.

Here, Stan and Ollie are saps at sea, unable-bodied seamen aboard their risible relationship. Of the two comedians, Stan was the serious one, writing out the duo's scripts in detail while Ollie spent much of his time playing golf. Like most children, I loved Laurel & Hardy as a youngster. As a young man, while acting as nurse to an ex-girlfriend of mine who was recuperating from a serious accident, she and I watched all of Laurel & Hardy's films - from the silent shorts to full-length talkies. One of the things I was most struck by was something which had actually haunted me since originally seeing their films as a boy - namely, the strange, surreal, and sometimes macabre places their comedic imaginations led them. At the conclusion of The Bohemian Girl, for instance, the duo are subjected to a torture chamber, the result being Ollie is stretched out to a height of 8 feet while Stan has been crushed down to about 27 inches. Sometimes they play quite believable toddlers. At other times, they dress as women and play each other's wives. The image on this card comes from their film Our Relations, which features a recurring routine wherein Stan & Oliver are as cruel as possible to their long-suffering foil, James Finlayson. At one point, Stan rips open Finlayson's shirt and lights his chest hairs on fire.

I mentioned yesterday my relationship lately with my father. As it happened, we argued and I personally had a bad day. I was completely humourless, like Garbo in the first half of Ninotchka. When I was a boy, watching Laurel & Hardy, Oliver always reminded me of my father. I recognize that Venus rules romantic relationships, but looked at more broadly, the Knaves of Cups could as accurately symbolize my relationship with my father. The fact of the matter is, despite how bad things get, the relationship between Stan & Laurel remains strong and intact. Indeed, in some ways, the worse things get around them - which of course is mostly of their own making - the closer the two of them become.

Circling back to the eerie quality of Laurel & Hardy - I was for years tormented by nightmarish images from one particular film of theirs called Babes In Toyland, aka March of the Wooden Soldiers. The film is set in Toyland, where all the Mother Goose characters live. There is a scene involving Bogeymen, a well, and the evil Silas Barnaby from the There was a Crooked Man nursery rhyme which even now, thinking of it, gives me the creeps. When I told my father about it as a grown man, he told me he had seen it as a boy and been plagued with nightmares by it in exactly the same way as me.
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Re: My Planetary Week # 30: December 8 - 14

Posted: 11 Dec 2018, 04:55
by Nemia
If you want to use a template for the week and just fill it in, here is the template I use:



Deck:


Saturday,
ruled by Saturn - Obstacles and Blockades

Sunday,
ruled by the Sun - Inspiration and Goals

Monday,
ruled by the Moon - Dreams and Fears

Tuesday,
ruled by Mars - Conflicts and Challenges

Wednesday,
ruled by Mercury - Interactions and Change

Thursday,
ruled by Jupiter - Power and Influences

Friday,
ruled by Venus - Love and Attraction

Re: My Planetary Week # 30: December 8 - 14

Posted: 11 Dec 2018, 05:09
by Nemia
Deck: John Bauer Tarot

It's my newest tarot deck, and I want to get to know it.


Saturday, 8.12
ruled by Saturn - Obstacles and Blockades


2018 12 08 JohnBauer Death.jpg

Death. Oh, what a beautiful Death card, mysterious and not frightening. I have lately been dreaming a lot about dead people in my life, they have talked to me and given me messages. I think that this is one of the positive factors in my life, this inclusion of death and the dead, and this opening up of my dreams. If there's a connection to Saturn, it's only in the aspect of time - and of sadness of course because I'm missing the people who have disappeared from life. But this card reminds me strongly of the character of my dreams - the night sky, the watchful figures, the feeling that it's not the end but we don't know what it is.


Sunday, 9.12.
ruled by the Sun - Inspiration and Goals


2018 12 09 JohnBauer 4Cups.jpg

Four of Cups. This is a repeat of the message from last week - I'm giving my chances away, fretting about spilled milk, focusing on the wrong things. Still totally true, and I don't know how to fix it.




Monday, 10.12.
ruled by the Moon - Dreams and Fears


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Ace of Swords. Oh, that's a card that I love. And the Ace of Swords is not normally one of my favourite cards. This reminds me of my favourite fairy tale by the Brothers Grimm, Sterntaler, the story of the child who gives away everything. The clear eyed eagle and the good heart of the girl work together, one without the other doesn't help anyone. If I combine in my mind Sterntaler and the eagles Hugin and Mumin, I get a very interesting story... and one that really speaks to me... on a lunar level. I want to dream about it.



Tuesday, 11.12.
ruled by Mars - Conflicts and Challenges



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What a unique choice for the King of Wands, and he appears on this Martian day of Tuesday! Again and again, I get messages of strength and fire on this day of the week. Assertiveness, belief in my own power - isn't it great that the cards are telling me the same all over again, I understand the message but simply don't know HOW to change my patterns of behaviour! How can I become this troll whom others will leave well enough alone because he doesn't want to please others and is just his grumpy, wise, powerful self? I really don't know.



Wednesday, 12.12.
ruled by Mercury - Interactions and Change


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7 Wands. I find it difficult to confront my fears - although I have become better with it over time. I don't see myself as a courageous person.... but this is an empowering card. The fearsome troll actually looks pretty stupid. He's probably much less dangerous than he looks.




Thursday, 13.12.
ruled by Jupiter - Power and Influences


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Wow, is the whole deck so melancholic or is it just me....? The day of powerful Jupiter, and I feel powerless. Although I know I am not, and would be even less if I would only try to USE my personal authority and power, I still feel left out. This deck expresses inner feelings really well. I have to let go of "poor me" feelings. When I don't have them, I feel much better and I'm more effective... these feelings are leftovers from situations in the past which come back when I can't handle them.



Friday, 14.12.
ruled by Venus - Love and Attraction


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This is a different card and yet I feel that it repeats the message of Thursday. This whole deck was made from existing fairy tale illustrations (which I didn't know before, to my regret), and it shows an inner landscape that I know very well. The scale of the figures is not realistic - threatening figures loom large, identification figures are small. I can't escape the associations from my childhood with this deck - and they're pretty strong and too personal for a forum - but I'm impressed with this deck.


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As I said above, this deck speaks strongly to my inner child. I'm always in dialogue with this inner child and love this deck for giving a voice to these old feelings and memories that accompany me all the time. I try to involve my inner child as much as possible in my life and let her voice be heard. Suppressing her has brought me only unhappiness and inner alienation, and I'm actively trying to repair those feelings.

This week has been very busy but I'm glad this deck has been with me. I find it difficult to let it go.


(here are my old decks of the week)